Withdrawn

     Some may view living life quietly on  their own as a harrowing experience. Not many to turn to.  Few to share news with, good or bad, Only a handful of others  to laugh or love with.  I have experienced the feeling of quiet time in my life, even with so many others around  I cherish it.  The ability to draw deep into myself and shut the world out has been a way of self preservation.  I like my time alone, deep in thoughts that others may not comprehend or be at all interested in.  My time to worry. My time to dream.  What can be concerning is I am so comfortable being within myself that it can be hard to let others in, uncomfortable even with those I love.  This causes a disconnect I am fully aware of, yet not necessarily interested in changing.  I apologize to those I love for ever making them feel left out, but it is who I am, probably from not feeling like I fit in with the world in the first place.