Grow

This weekend Kendall turns the big 10, which is pretty exciting to her as she will soon be in double digits.  I have seen her grow in so many ways, she had a doctor's appointment yesterday and basically answered all of the Doctor's questions herself and even survived a vaccine without too much crying.  As I see Kendall grow I am excited about the changes she is going through, but honestly a little worried as well.  Kendall as you probably know has autism, but she functions fairly proficiently in most aspects of her life, her biggest issue being socially.  It's difficult because she is aware that she has some problems in this area, and that she sometimes acts differently, but what is even worse is that she realizes she is being excluded by some of her peers because of it.  I am so thankful for the wonderful friends she has, and she had met some great ones this year who accept her and include her just as she is without question, yet she still notices the ones that have left her behind because of this.  As her mom I also notice and wish I could let her peers know she does too.   Kendall is a great person to know and be with.  She is funny, direct, and knows exactly what she does and does not want, and is not afraid to speak up for herself.  She knows she has autism, much like I have anxiety, and mom mom, has diabetes, it does not define her.  She is so blessed to have so many that see and embrace her qualities, and ignore the moments that she struggles, as we all have such moments at one time or another.  I love her so much and can't wait to watch her develop,  and grow, into the young woman God wants her to be.