Sandal

It's OK to let go
To live life for awhile fading into to background without the stress of having to know answers black and white, for I find as hard as I search for these perfect situations they 100% do not exist.  I am not perfect and truly hope I am.not picked apart this way and rather seen as whole, and I hope my  goodness outweighs my bad.  The problem with generally living life in this non engaging manner is no solid connections  are made because I am searching for that one perfect situation.  After 44 years I am pretty damned sure my perfect utopia does not exist. Truthfully, by now I should know that life does not shit flowers so I should probably throw in the towel on this, get my hands a bit dirty and dive in deeper to the aspects of my circumstances I am unsure of, regardless of their differences.  I may come up gasping for air and even missing a sandal in the process, but I'll choose that over another day on the sidelines any day.